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02 October 2008 @ 12:39 am
...so, i'm totally having one of those graduate school imposter moments.
...like i'm so not smart enough and it's only a matter of time until someone or everyone finds out.
02 October 2008 @ 11:16 pm
um, and then something like today happens...

when i totally rock u.s. foreign policy class by defining and summarizing about ten different branches of what you could call critical theory (including postcolonialism, subaltern studies, critical legal studies, post-Althusserian Marxism, cultural materialism, Foucaultian genealogy and more), all by myself. yes!

getting good "homework" grades back doesn't hurt, either. feels nice to be taught, to feel like i'm really learning!

fulbright interview tomorrow. fingers crossed. all i really want to do is to live in guate for 10 months doing research. that's what matters to me about all of this, when i get past ego and fear.