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19 September 2007 @ 05:12 pm
Here's to days when I'm tired of lying and IF is just not true. It's not a matter of IF I will transition. I've got to get myself a counselor to talk things over...

It's a matter of when... and when I admitted that to a close buddy a few days ago, I felt instantly lighter. Now, it's in my hands. I choose the time frame.

I'm tired of feeling fearful. I'm tired of playing it up a particular way. I'm tired of invisible gender.

Family is still scary, but it's my life. I can worry about things like losing all my hair once I go on T, but I can't worry about if my family will still love me. That's not in my hands.

To thine own self be true, right?