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17 August 2007 @ 02:07 pm
I feel so torn that I could vomit. It's been a whirlwind week, particularly the last three days. I gotta pinch myself...

What's really real anymore? The important stuff? Who the hell knows. Cos Xela's been my world for the past 7 weeks and now I've got to jet. Could be that I feel more sad to leave Xela than I did to leave Bloomington. It's like I knew Bloomington wouldn't change that much on me while I was gone, but I know for sure that Xela will change on me. If nothing else, the people I love here will return to their home countries. And then, peace out, see you later, see you never, hasta nunca! Hearts breaking, you can hear them if you listen hard enough...

Speaking of, I can't really find music hard, fast, mindless or abstract enough to tear my heart away from this terrible ache.
Current Music: Shut the Door.