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30 May 2005 @ 11:05 am

a sensitive day apparently. learning to let go of people and their actions. learning to own my responses when appropriate and when it's not my stuff to own.

feeling victimized and manipulated. fighting urge to say fuck it and fuck you and run away. wondering why people don't say what they mean and mean what they say. (this "people" includes myself, too)

this too shall pass.

oh yeah, and in honor of my quitting smoking for a long time on Memorial Day last year, i'm quitting on Memorial Day this year. yaya. why do i not feel so excited. blah.

/94815. (the SKU code for Dill...I think)