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23 January 2005 @ 10:33 pm
aaahhh.... so, Winter Break is officially almost over. In a little over 12 hours, I will drag my ass out of bed, crawl into the shower, play some sort of "inspirational" (read: punk rock) music to stimulate my senses, eat the usual breakfast of rice milk & oatmeal & blueberries, attempt to start my precocious car and slide down the road for the 8 minute commute to school. once on-campus I will search for about 30 minutes for a reasonable parking spot (the location of which I will then forget before I even step onto one of the "picturesque" wooded paths leading to the actual class buildings).

This break passed by much too quickly.

I miss my boys. I didn't get to spend as much time with them over this break as I would have liked... I am conflicted about school starting again for the following reasons:
- this is one of my last semesters as an undergrad
- what the hell do I do after college? (potential answer: find a teaching job that will pay you to go to more college)
- how am I going to manage school, work, recovery, buddies, family, et al. ??
- will I make any friends in my classes or will I be surrounded by religious-rightist conservatives?
- spring semester always flies by and soon it'll be summer again and another year has passed... too quickly...
- will I succeed this semester as I did last semester?
- will my classes/colleagues/professors/lunch schedule/work schedule/etcetera suck?

and of course, as always:
- will this be the semester where I'll fall head-over-heels in love w/ that perfect person that will keep me occupied until just before my 30's? (this is said only partially tongue-in-cheek, as I have seen this pattern repeated with SO MANY of my friends and acquaintances over the years)

I'm sure I'll keep y'all posted as the first days of class begin and end and, in honor of school starting, I'll change my default photo to a more studious look...

\another cute young boy wasting hours journaling into cyberspace for the voyeuristic benefit of his friends.
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: random Janis studio outtake: "What Good Can Drinking Do"