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i had this "conversation" last night and wanted to share with everyone...

this was written on a scrap of paper, since i couldn't ask it outright, but he insisted on knowing...

me: "i was just thinking about being... ummm... no... well, when we were thinking about hanky colors, i was thinking about hunter green hankies and Daddy/boy but i know you feel like its too much work, but i was thinking about how nice it would be..."
(i asked Him about a week ago if He had any boys.)

Mark: "DON'T EVER CALL ME "DADDY", BUT, YES, I'D LIKE YOU TO BE MY BOY."

me: *grin* *small nod*

Mark: "GOOD, THEN WE'LL BEGIN NEGOTIATIONS RIGHT AWAY..."

Oy... but he understands the significance of this flip and he's a switch, too, sort of... So, its all good. I've got some adjustments to make, some learning to do, but...

Toughest differences so far:
- not having full disclosure and being able to "pop quiz" or ask at any time...
- asking, "Excuse me, Sir, would it be okay if...., please?"

Best differences so far:
- "Good boy."
- me: "my toes are all scuffed."
Mark: "As they should be."
me: "i realized i shined my boots again just for the half hour i would be standing inside the Eagle, in the dark."
Mark: *grin*
me: "but it was worth it cos i realize that the way i look reflects on those i'm around."
Mark: "Fuck all that bullshit." *accompanied by a proud, appreciative grin*
me: "no, i think its important."
Mark: *nods*

Conversation Outtakes i'm particularly fond of:
- "There will come a day when I will let you fuck me..."
- *giggle* "This is robe bondage!" (said while tying bath robe)
- "You are such a boy."
- "That is not for you to worry about. That is for me to worry about."
- "There will be times when you will call Me 'Mark' and there will be times when you will call Me 'Sir'. You are smart. I'm sure you'll know the difference."